“This Summer I Will…”|Dreams That Glitter


So last summer was the longest summer I’ve ever had after my GCSEs, we had about 10 weeks off I think! So of course as you do I planned that I wanted to do all kinds of exciting things and then the reality is that you just sit around at home watching TV series and soon the time goes past super quickly and I was back at school before I knew it!! But I just thought I’d comment on the list I posted around this time last year to see how much I actually achieved with all that extra time…

1. Get Fitter and Healthier
This one did actually happen! My mum is a fitness instructor so she teaches all kinds of group exercise classes and I went with her quite a lot last summer. I’ve started going on my own a bit more since then as well and I’ve been going with her this summer too, last week I managed 12 classes in 5 days!!

2. Improve Flexibility
I think I remember I did a bit of a stretching routine for a few weeks and then it went out the window. I do think I’m a bit more flexible from all the extra dance though.

3. Get a Job
Now this I did! Since my mum works at the leisure centre, they allowed me to do some receptionist training for a couple of weeks in the summer – I did about 40 hours voluntarily or something ridiculous. Come September there was some hours going though, so I applied for those, had an interview and got the job! So I’ve been working there ever since, not many hours and just at weekends and whatever cover I can squeeze in in between dance, but I quite enjoy it.

4. Go to London
I’m quite a frequent London traveler these days, I’m actually going tomorrow and Sunday! I’ve had a few really good days out in London even if they just involve wandering around aimlessly with my friends.

5. Learn Italian
I think this lasted a week. If that.

6. Read More
This may have happened last summer a bit, the only time I get to read now is on my super quiet Sunday evening shifts!

7. Summer Dance Intensive
I did a 3 day intensive at Hot House Dance last year, and there was another one in half term earlier this year which I really enjoyed; quite disappointed there isn’t one over the summer this year.

8. Pass Intermediate Foundation Ballet
This I definitely did do. I got a high merit! I’m currently awaiting my Intermediate results ahh!!

9. Go to a Blog Meet Up
This has sadly not happened yet!

10. Blog More Regularly
Ha. No comment needed really…

What goals do you have this summer and how likely are you to stick to them?

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I’m Still Alive |Dreams That Glitter


I barely even remember the last time I blogged wow… I have absolutely no idea if there’s anyone left to read this as my blog has been completely and utterly abandoned and neglected for about a year! But I guess I kind of want to start this up again, at least for the summer – how else am I supposed to spend the next 6 weeks I have off school? (Ignoring the mountain of work I have to do before we go back, eek).

So I guess this post is just going to be a little life update and then I’ll start planning some posts properly, maybe even queue a few and have a set day to post them. Maybe. There’s also just as much chance of me writing this post and then not returning for another year…

Anyway. So as I said, I’ve just finished my first year of sixth form, I’m studying Fashion & Clothing BTEC and A Level Dance, I did Drama at AS as well but I finished it so long ago and I’ve been so busy with everything else that it kinda feels like I never did. Fashion literally takes up ALL of my spare time, it’s a double qualification equivalent to 2 A Levels so we have 10 hours a week, and basically all of my frees are spent in the department as well desperately trying to meet deadlines etc… I might do another separate post about the course and some of the things I’ve made at some stage?

So when I’m not doing Fashion, I’m dancing – my life basically revolves around dance entirely now, more than it ever has before. I’ve been on the Hertfordshire CAT Scheme this year (we have our final performance at The Place next week ahh!!) and that’s been really good, I’m also now in a local youth dance company so I’ve done a few different projects with them and I’m carrying on with that next year too. I did my Intermediate ballet exam last week as well, so now I’m officially an advanced ballet student… and I’ve been helping my ballet teacher with some of the younger classes which I’ve really enjoyed and hope to do more of when we go back!

Now I’ve got 7 weeks of dance supposedly… I looked at doing a residential intensive but decided to use my money to start learning to drive instead (I’ve had about 15 hours now so probably about half way there, I’d like to pass my test by the end of the year ideally). Last year I did a 3 day intensive at Hot House Dance and did workshops with Rambert, Akram Khan, Wayne McGregor and Richard Alston company members which was all amazing, there was a range of styles across the few days including ballet, contemporary and commercial. Unfortunately that isn’t happening this year, and another course that I applied for got cancelled due to lack of numbers… But I am hopefully doing a 5 day intensive at Rambert in a few weeks but it’s not booked yet so not entirely finalised… (watch this space).

Staying on the subject of dance… I auditioned for the English Youth Ballet production of The Sleeping Beauty in Stevenage a few weeks ago, I didn’t get in on the day but they put me on the waiting list and then contacted me a couple of weeks later offering me a place! The casting day was last week and I’m one of the ‘Guests’ which obviously isn’t a major part but I think I’ll be en pointe for the whole thing and should get a couple of dances, so I’m really excited and think it’s going to be a fantastic experience. The performance is in October so we have a few intensive weekend rehearsals from September-October; it’s going to be completely exhausting but totally worth it!

I think that’s it for now… I’m not really sure when I’ll post again but I’d like to get back into it.

Thanks for reading!!

The Reading Habits Tag


Hello! Results day tomorrow…eek! Here’s a little something to keep your mind off it for a minute or two…I was nominated to do this tag by the lovely Lauren at Grow Into Your Dreams. Here we go…

1. Do you have a certain place for reading at home?
Usually in my bed!

2. Bookmark or random piece of paper?
I like to use bookmarks but I have an amazing ability to lose them no matter how many I buy, but I’m not a fan of using a scrap of paper, it’s usually a leaflet of some description (currently a Singin’ in the Rain leaflet from the theatre).

3. Can you just stop reading or do you have to stop after a chapter or number of pages?
It has to be at the end of a chapter! It’s like a little goal each time I pick up the book to see how many chapters I can get through in one sitting. On this note, does anyone else find that when the book has small chapters you can read for hours on end, but when they’re long I only tend to read one or two at a time?

4. Do you eat or drink when reading?
Not very often, purely out of fear of getting it all over the book, I cannot pick up a cup of coffee without spilling it somewhere (everywhere).

5. Do you watch TV or listen to music whilst reading?
Occasionally I’ll have music playing quietly in the background but that’s usually to distract from whatever noise is coming from the rest of the house. If you’re watching tv you’re watching tv, how can you get into a book at the same time?

6. One book at a time or several at once?
I try to keep to one at a time… But like currently I’m reading City of Fallen Angels, but in the past month or so I have also started and not finished Wicked and The Hobbit, which I will one day finish I swear. My gran likes to have one book for upstairs and one for downstairs, I couldn’t do that. If I’ve got more than one on the go it’s generally because I’ve given up on what I was originally reading.

7. Reading at home or everywhere?
Everywhere.

8. Reading out loud or silently in your head?
Definitely in my head.

9. Do you ever read ahead or skip pages?
Only if it’s really boring, or something we’re reading at school.

10. Breaking the spine or keeping it new?
Keep it new!

11. Do you write in your books?
Do people do this???????

12. What are you currently reading?
I think I’ve already answered this oops… City of Fallen Angels.

Rather than nominating specific blogs to take part in this tag (half the time they don’t see it or whatever other excuse) I’d like to encourage everyone that reads this to give it a go 🙂

Thanks for reading!

Lauren x

Long Time No Speak


Hello beautiful people! (If there’s any of you left…) long time no speak I know. I’ve kind of just drifted out of the blogging loop and I’ve only really been reading the blog posts that get sent straight to my inbox so I have a lot of catching up to do.

I’m not sure if I’m really getting back into it or whether I’ll just carry on drifting back and forth but thanks a million to those that are still following, I’m sorry for not posting for so long! I’ve just been taking some time to worry about absolutely nothing and have been enjoying the longest summer I’ve ever had – only 3 weeks left 😦

I think I’m going to attempt to get back into writing regularly again so here goes. This is kind of just a bit of an apology nothingy post, sorry! Just thought I’d check by to let you know that I’m still alive.

If anyone would like to nominate me for any tags that might help me get back into blogging a bit more…

I hope you’re all having a brilliant summer! 🙂

Lauren x

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Review: Dancemania Dancewear|Dreams That Glitter


Something a little different today! I’m writing this review in the spare hour or so that I have after having helped teach baby ballet this morning, and this afternoon I am performing at Hitchin Dance Festival, which should be good providing the rain holds off!

Disclaimer: I was sent these products of my choice from Dancemania and all the opinions expressed in this review are honest and my own.

Gaynor Minden Convertible Tights £11.99

These cost £11.99 which is an awful lot to spend on one pair of ballet tights, especially since I usually manage to ladder them or stick my nail through them within the first month or so of having them (I also normally purchase more than one pair at a time so I’m living on the edge here as this is the only pair I currently own – eek). I have high hopes for this pair to be different considering the price. They seem like they are much stronger than tights I’ve had in the past, they have a nice thickness without being too thick but enough so that they’re worth wearing.

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The material is really soft and is very comfortable against your skin, they’re really stretchy and the waistband comes right up past your waist (or maybe that’s because I’m so short). The waistband itself is really soft too unlike some which can dig in and ruin your shape (Capezio tights come to mind).

I meant to take a picture of the tights before I wore them to show the colour (prima pink), but I forgot so I’ll just describe it as quite a bright, off putting peachy colour. Once you put them on they do stretch out to a more natural looking shade and after about two washes the colour seems to have died down a lot.

Roch Valley Satin Pink Shoes – Wide Fit £9.95

I think I had these shoes before when I was younger and they might even be the same as the ones stocked at my studio so hopefully they’ll do well. I haven’t had a chance to wear this pair for class yet as I’m waiting to get ribbons on them for my exam – 2 weeks to go ahh!They do come with elastics ready to sew on which I’d normally put on them, although the elastics are a bit thinner than what I’m used to, I like it to be a bit thicker for more support.

They have a drawstring to adjust tightness which is fine (I tend to prefer elastic ones, but is it just me or is it only the children’s ballet shoes that have elasticated drawstrings?) It says in the description to buy a size bigger than your regular shoe size and I was a bit skeptical to do so as my current ballet shoes are the same size as my normal shoe size, however half sizes are available so I opted for a 4.5 and I’m glad I did, I almost wish I had gone for a 5, because the fit of the shoes is rather snug, in the width as well – even though the shoes are wide fit, which I don’t think I’ve ever had before, not in soft shoes anyway.

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photo 4The material is a very shiny satin which I’m sure will wear down after a few classes but they are quite a bit thicker than my current Bloch shoes, so hopefully they won’t get holes in so quickly (satin shoes look the nicest in my opinion but I’m sure leather or even canvas ones would be much more hard-wearing). Having said all that, the shoe does fit the shape of my foot pretty well so I’m looking forward to dancing in them.

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In terms of the company Dancemania itself, the delivery was quite prompt, I made my order reasonably late on the Friday and it arrived the following Wednesday. Feel free to take a look at the website as they have a lovely wide range of dancewear.

 

Thanks for reading!

Lauren x

 

 

 

West End Live


Last weekend I went to West End Live, which is a massive gala of the shows currently being shown in the west end. It is a free public event and allows people to see the highlights from the biggest and best productions. There’s a huge variety of performances from Billy Elliot to Phantom of the Opera, and it’s a big family event which everyone can enjoy. This year the event celebrated it’s 10th birthday. I’ve never been before but after going this year I’m already excited to go next year.

The event took place in Trafalgar Square, London, and the first performance was due to start at 11, and being about an hour’s train journey from London, I got the 7:20 train into St Pancras International with my friends to ensure we got there early enough to get a good spot. I think we queued for about an hour before being let in, and the queues were enormous and rather confusing, but when we got in we ended up quite near the front and had a pretty good view of the stage. I was slightly concerned about not being able to seeing anything considering my height (flashbacks to the Imagine Dragons concert where I couldn’t see anything excpet the odd flick of Wayne’s hair), but it was fine.

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We saw performances from the following shows, varying from 5-15 minutes each:

The Commitments
Once The Musical
Wicked
Billy Elliot The Musical
Les Miserables
Phantom of the Opera
Miss Saigon
The Pajama Game
Matilda The Musical
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
Dirty Rtten Scoundrels
Jersey Boys
Mamma Mia!
The Bodyguard
Since it was a scorching hot day, 6 hours later after all that standing directly in the sun, we were all pretty tired and needed food and drinks, we’d seen everything we were desperate to see and so we headed out of the venue and went to find somewhere to get refreshments.

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Everything was fantastic, I’ve never seen a show in the west end before so everything was pretty new to me, other than the really well known ones like Les Mis, Wicked and Mamma Mia. Seeing all the snippets from the shows has made me even more keen to go and see a show though, but there’s so many to choose from, I’d honestly love to see them all!

If I had to pick a top 3 from Saturday, I think it would have to be Les Mis (their performance managed to give me shivers and goosebumps even though it was about 25 degrees – if that’s not something I don’t know what is), Wicked and Miss Saigon, which are all really different. I’ve wanted to see Wicked for ages now, I missed the opportunity to see it on tour at Milton Keynes which is the closest theatre to me, but I’m really hoping to see it in the west end soon. I’m currently reading the book, so at least I’ll get more of an idea of the story. I’d also really love to see Once, I have the soundtrack on my iTunes and I love it, it’s so relaxing. My friend went to see it back in April and loved it, so that made me want to see it even more. I need to watch the movie!

I’d never heard of it before Saturday but I’d quite like to see The Pajama Game too, it looks like a really fun show and I loved the choreography, it made me want to join in.

So yeah, I’m not sure if I put this on my Summer Bucket List already, but consider ‘See a West End show’ added to it!

Lauren x

Professionals On Ice|Dreams That Glitter


Last year I went to the first ever tour of Professionals On Ice, which is a new ice show artistically directed by Matt Evers and produced by Suzanne Shaw. It came about through the popularity of the TV show Dancing On Ice and ice skating in general. There are quite a few touring ice shows in America, but less so in the UK, so this was great to see when it came around. The show is aimed at family audiences and featured a lot of variety in terms of style and music.

This year, the show is back bigger and better than the last it seems, they are touring the country again and visiting a variety of Silverblades and Planet Ice rinks, including the brand new rink currently in construction in Milton Keynes. I thoroughly recommend getting tickets if the show is coming to an ice rink near you, which you can check here.

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The production is a fantastic showcase of what professionals can really do, and the talent is really unbelievable, it’ll have you on the edge of your seat for sure. The line up of skaters is yet to be announced but I’m confident that whoever it is, the skating will be on an amazing level and you won’t regret going! They’ve also introduced on ice seating this year which will be interesting and exciting I’m sure!

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Book vs Movie: The Fault In Our Stars Dreams That Glitter


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I was introduced to this #1 New York Times Bestseller at some point last year, and since have developed a serious liking for John Green’s writing and am slowly but surely making my way through his books (where would be the fun if I read them all at once? Saying that, they’ll probably all be read by the end of this super long summer).

“Books are so special and rare and yours that advertising your affection feels like betrayal.”

 

I absolutely adored the book, it tells the story of two teens falling in love, but it’s different to the other teen romance novels. I’m not usually one to read books or watch films for that matter, about terminal disease as it’s just really depressing and I don’t see the point in reading something like that that’s just going to get you down. So this was the first (and only one so far) I’d read and I was a little nervous, I’d heard comments about it and I knew it was going to be emotionally destroying or something to that effect, so I was a little skeptical to read it, but I was persuaded into doing so anyway.

“I decided a while ago not to deny myself the simpler pleasures of existence.” 

I was pleasantly surprised. The way the story is written is so that it tries as much as possible not to focus on the underlying theme of cancer and illness, because that’s not the point. The point is that these people still want a ‘normal’ life as much as possible.

“That’s the thing about pain, it demands to be felt.”

At the end of the day the book tells us a beautifully tragic love story, and you know from the beginning and all the raving reviews that it’s not going to end happily, but as you read page after page you kind of forget about all that and you get lost completely in the story of Hazel and Augustus. Their love is young and magical, and the characters are unique. Augustus is very cheeky and charming, and he is written about in a way that makes you fall in love with him at the same time as Hazel does. You forget about their illnesses and you read along as if it’s any other romance story, the inevitable ending completely slips your mind at the time.

“Maybe ‘okay’ will be our always.”

 

It’s truly gripping, there’s no putting it down. And there’s no limit to how many times you can read it, I borrowed it from a friend the first time I read it but I had to buy my own copy so I could read it over and over. It’s not going to get old any time soon, and even though the whole story is engraved in my mind, I still find myself hopelessly rooting for Hazel and Gus’ love for each other – and in the moment, you really do forget about the tragedy of it all.

“You put the killing thing right between your teeth, but you don’t give it the power to kill. A metaphor.”

Now, when I heard they were turning this amazing book into a movie, I couldn’t pretend not to be a little nervous for it. Movies create a wider audience, so in a way it’s almost a move to introduce even more people the story, however creating a movie from such a successful book with such a large, supportive fanbase is no easy task, especially if the idea to please the people who are already fans of the material, which generally it is. I followed the making of the movie on twitter where clips from the set were posted from the likes of John Green himself, who thankfully had a lot to do with how the movie went. When it’s put into the hands of other people completely new to the story, that’s where problems occur.

“My thoughts are stars I can’t fathom into constellations.”

 

I went to see the first showing on the 19th, and was excited to see it but also nervous that it wouldn’t live up to my expectations of the book, but much to my delight – it did.
The casting was fantastic. First of all there’s Shailene Woodley and Ansel Elgort portraying the love of Hazel and Gus, and what an amazing job they did of it. Nat Wolff as Isaac was definitely a good choice, he fitted my vision of the character really well. Laura Dern playing Hazel’s mother was also a really great casting, she was perfect for the whole and that really came across. Another one that really stuck out as a really good choice was Mike Birbiglia as Patrick, the support group leader. He was wonderful, and although he wasn’t quite what I imagined Patrick to look like when I read the book, he was a really good choice and I really liked how he played the character. The rest of the cast was brilliant too, but those are the people I thought were really worth mentioning.

“I’m on a roller coaster that only goes up, my friend.”

 

The story itself in terms of sequencing and scenes etc, was incredibly accurate to the book. Other than a slight change in the ending due to the absence of Hazel’s friend, Caitlin in the film (she didn’t really have a huge amount of relevance to the plot line, but she was the last piece of evidence of Hazel having a ‘normal’ life before things changed), everything else pretty much stayed exactly the same. There was one or two scenes missing but nothing really major. The only other differences I noticed were the fact that the eggs they throw at Monica’s car cost $5 instead or $4, and they didn’t drink out of Winnie the Pooh cups. Exactly. The changed details were that small, and I only noticed them because I’d spent the night before desperately trying to finish the book again before watching the movie.

Overall, I was very impressed with the movie. A mix of excellent casting and fantastic directing by Josh Boone, I think the movie will be just as successful as the book. I urge you all to go and see it and read the book.

“Some infinities are bigger than other infinities.” 

Also, just a little note: don’t go to a first showing of a movie based on an incredibly popular YA fiction book, if you don’t want to be surrounded by fangirls. And sobbing before it’s even started because we know what happens. Just a little tip.

P.S. All the quotes within this post are taken from the book!

Nothing Much To Say|Dreams That Glitter


 

You know those days where you open a new post screen and just stare at the empty whiteness that lays before you? You have no obvious choices for a post, yet something must have passed through your mind or you wouldn’t have opened the screen in the first place.

 

There’s many a filter that happens in our brains before we decide on a post, and why is that? Why don’t we just post about the first matter that springs into mind? Is it to please our readers who we think have become accustomed to regular make up reviews (for example)? If you’re only posting to please your readership then is it really worth it? If you spend hours on end planning a post and wondering whether it’s good enough to publish, or whether the content is appropriate or enjoyable, then you’re probably over thinking the whole process by a large margin. If you write posts and then either get rid of it all or just abandon it in your drafts, then why? At some point you must’ve thought it was a good idea, what made you change your mind?

I think there’s also a fear of being judged for what we put on the internet, and rightly so – you should spend some time considering what you do and don’t want people to know about yourself, but the pressures of posting the ‘right’ thing definitely shouldn’t be there.

You have to think about why you started the blog in the first place, and if those reasons are still the same. You might have started it because you enjoy writing and wanted to see if other people enjoyed reading it. If you only blog now to maintain readership and keep it safe all the time – posts that bore you a little and ones that you’re only writing to please other people – what’s the point? Essentially, your blog has always been an empty space to express yourself in some way. You can publish whatever you want to, there should be no boundaries – yet there do seem to be.

I think it’s perfectly okay to mix things up a bit, to change your theme sometimes or maybe even change your blog’s intentions. Over time you change, and so should your blog. Adding in new types of posts may lose you some followers, but it may also attract new ones. People seem to avoid writing about controversial views and when they do there’s a sense of anxiety behind it, but I think they’re interesting and it’s good to have an opinion that could spark discussion from others.

What do you think? Is it okay to have a variety of posts, or should bloggers stick to one theme and only post about that? What makes you send that post you spent half an hour writing to the trash?

Lauren x